Category Archives: Uncategorized

Colossians 3:13 ” forgive as the lord forgave you.” The word of God is evident, if we can plead to God for pardoning and he pardons by giving us another chance to change then, why can’t you forgive as the lord forgave you. When we talk about forgiveness, most of us might start thinking aboutContinue reading “FORGIVING YOURSELF (2)”

How do I really learn pardon to myself?How do I halt faulting myself for the botches I have made?How do I discover peace within myself to move forward, instead ofcontinuously looking in reverse?How do I turn this around, before I completely lose myself?How do I put the past behind, and stop it from haunting me?WhatContinue reading “FORGIVING YOURSELF (1)”

Why is he abruptly feeling so sorry I know it is unlike him to keep me silent, but I can understand the fact that he went for an official task and perhaps, got so busy to call me. His expression of remorse this time appears distinctive like a farewell but he never said farewell.The discussionContinue reading “SAD LOVE STORY (FINAL PART)”

Days went by I did not hear from him, we did not speak to each other for few weeks. On a night before going to bed, i got a call from Labi his voice was cold and faint but i could still hear him. He told me he is leaving for an official assignment and will beContinue reading “SAD LOVE STORY (7)”

I became anxious, apprehensive he will abandon me or cherish me less.I held his shirt,  and I was shaking he held me near and told me everything will be fine I felt secure  and looked into his eyes he gave a side grin. I told him I murdered my newborn  because my ex- lover said he was not prepared to welcome a child. I could see the grin steadily blurring off  from Labi’s face he was in stun. I told him it was not my intention to murder the child, but I could not bear  the truth that my ex-lover deserted my child even before birth . I told him I felt soothed  after telling him this, and it was the reason I have mood swings. I’m a changed individual I said, and such  can’t happen again. Labi kept staring at me he told me he understands but his face was  passive and I can’t say if he was happy or sad.

😐 Ike made me feel better but the thoughts of murdering my child and trashing changes my disposition. On few events, I cry when no one is near to me, at the consolation of my bed or the washroom. On few events, Ike has caught me crying, and he finds it exasperating. He told meContinue reading “SAD LOVE STORY (5)”

💔💔😥 I knew she was dead I wrapped her like a doll inside a pack and tossed her in a waste  which is fifty minutes drive from my home where no one knows me and since she was very delicate individuals will think it’s just a waste and no one paid attention to what IContinue reading “SAD LOVE STORY (4)”

💔💔 I turned to the door and slammed it hard, but he never opened I could not clarify my sentiments if I was angry at Labi or if I despise him, it was a blended feeling.I went home sad.Now, I was convinced I had been deserted I became a different individual, a pitiful expectant mother,Continue reading “SAD LOVE STORY (3)”

💔💔💔😞 He was stunned to see me in his house but not upset.I yelled at him to be responsible, since he will be  a father soon. I am carrying your child! I screamed.There was perplexity in his facial expression he told me he cherishes the reality I am pregnant but there are a few issuesContinue reading “SAD LOVE STORY (2)”

💔💔💔There were days when I choose to be alone, moments spent alone are priceless this has been my recent activity as soon as I have my shower in the morning I just stare at my image in the mirror carefully looking at myself like it’s a stranger.I miss the cheerful image I use to seeContinue reading “SAD LOVE STORY(1)”